My letter in the Torah

 
In one of my Shabbat posts last week I told you about our pre-Shabbat concert by Rabbi Yom Tov Glaser and the song Letter in the Torah and how it had an effect on me at the concert. The words spoke to me, and my reason for being on JWRP, and trying to figure out the who/what/where/when and why of my life. Everyone that goes on JWRP has their own reason for being there, and is on their own personal journey that they are taking. 
 
Yesterday I had the opportunity with my parents to have Shabbat lunch and my Rebbitzen’s house. My parents and I attended services at Thornhill Woods Shul for the first time and it was such a nice experience. 
The talk Rebbitzen Rachel was having was about your “purpose” in life. Why are you here, which is your global mission, and your personal mission in life. How to find out what that is, and more. 
She discussed that every letter in the Hebrew alphabet has a numeric value and that if you add up all the numeric values in the Torah, it will come to 600,000. That same 600,000 relates explained that these letters correspond to the 600,000 Jewish souls that exist (and we can all have parts of Jewish souls within us (I hope I am explaining this right).

In any case, the class was very interesting to me specifically because I understood why the song had such an effect on me that night at the concert. The song is all about who you are, where you are going, and how do you get there. Which is exactly what Rebbitzen Rachel was trying to explain. That it is a life long process. 

Yesterday’s Shabbat was a great day. I was able to show my parents a small taste of what I experienced in Israel by taking part in a couple of classes about Jewish learning. I know that they enjoyed themselves as well and will attend with me again in the future. We all had the chance to talk to others, listen and be a part of something.

Here are the words to the song, and then after that is a video where you can listen to the song yourself and see what you think. 

My Letter in the Torah
Who am I any way
Where am I going to
How did I get here
And what do I need to know
What am I supposed to do with my life

Can I start living
If I don’t know which way to go
I heard somebody say
In the quiet of the night
If you close your eyes
You’ll hear the answer

I just wanna find my letter in the Torah
I know it’s somewhere out there
If I could only see

I just wanna find my letter in the Torah
The one that’s written just for me

So many words
So many pages
I keep finding more
Every time I look

Sometimes I need
To take a little break
Sometimes to connect
I’ve gotta close the book

I heard somebody say
If you listen to your heart
You were born with all the answers

It’s not about the goal, it’s all about the soul
You use in every move you make
It’s not the biggest name, it’s how you play the game
When you’re getting it together
Getting it together

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Shabbat in the Old City

It is going to be hard to put into words what the Shabbat at the Kotel experience was like. It was like nothing I have ever experienced before and until I go back and do it again, never again.

Before we brought in Shabbat (with candle lighting) we were treated to an amazing pre-Shabbat concert from Rabbi Yom Tov Glaser. He is a rockin’ Rabbi living in Israel transplanted from the surfing beaches of California. On the outside he looks like any Rabbi – black hat, full beard, pais and black coat – but on the inside a true surfing beach bum at heart.

He started with a song Shabbat Shalom (surprised?) but it was more a song ‘in the round’ where the left side of the room had one part of the song and the right side another part. Very participatory. A lot of fun. He moved into a few more songs, and introduced a song that was new and available on Itunes (modern times). It is called Letter in the Torah, and it is quite an emotional song about where you may going, what is your purpose – what is YOUR letter in the Torah. I remember the words really hit me, because being on this trip, everyone has a reason to be there.

After the concert was over, we all had the chance to light Shabbat Candles and say prayers for our loved ones, and then it was time….to go to Kotel and really ‘bring in Shabbat”. It really something you have to see and experience for yourself.

We all went down to the Kotel and as a group tried to move into the centre of the women’s section. It was hard because it was wall to wall women, teens on birthright, soliders, and other groups. But there we were – creating our own prayer and song circle, with so many other prayer and song circles. Hundreds of women, singing, dancing, praying and bringing in the Shabbat.

The men on the other side of the separation wall were doing the same thing, praying on Shabbat eve, also chanting, and dancing and connecting all Jewish people around the world welcoming in the Shabbat. I couldn’t see them, but I could hear them, and I wanted to see, so I left our area to go out see the men in prayer.

You can see again, hundreds, standing shoulder to shoulder praying for Shabbat – older men, younger men, soliders. It was something to see. Of course it was Shabbat so I have no photos or video, but the memory will be in my memory forever.

I had to take a step back away from the Kotel to take it all in. The Kotel is the last remnant of the Holy Temple, and the holiest site on earth, and there I was, able to share it’s glory on Shabbat. If you ever have the chance to experience what I had the chance to experience – you cannot let it pass you by. If you have experienced it in your lifetime, then you know what I mean.

Shabbat Pretty

I was excited to celebrate Shabbat in Jerusalem. There seemed to be a buzz in the air in the old city. We had two classes in the morning and then we had free time until we had to be back in the old city for bringing in the Shabbat.

Our morning classes were all about Mitzvahs for women – “Light up your life – the Mitzvah of Candle Lighting” and “A Mitzvah of Body and Soul: Challah baking”

Mitzvah definition:
mitzvah [ˈmɪtsvə (Hebrew) mitsˈvɑ]

n pl -vahs, -voth (Hebrew) [-ˈvɔt] Judaism

1. (Non-Christian Religions / Judaism) a commandment or precept, esp one found in the Bible
2. (Non-Christian Religions / Judaism) a good deed
There are 613 Mitzvot and only three of them are for women:
1. Candle Lighting
2. Separating Challah
3. Going to the Mikvah
Shabbat is a very special time. It is a time to stop creating and recognize your creator. That the world keeps turning without us. 
Lori explained that Judaism is like a tree – it has blossoms, fruits and roots. 
On Shabbat you need to remember the blossoms of the tree – your children, challah, songs. The roots of the tree are connecting to G-D. If you don’t connect your roots to G-D, your tree will die. 
We discussed that the hotel would have a Shabbos elevator (one that stops on every floor automatically so you don’t have to touch any of the buttons) and if you didn’t plan on turning on and off the lights in your room, you had to decide before you left the room what you were going to do. 
Since the hotel had free wifi, I had been on line every night keeping in touch with family and friends at home. I decided that for Shabbat I wouldn’t use the Ipod or blackberry. It wasn’t that hard and I was happy that I said I wouldn’t do it, and I didn’t. 

We learned from Rebbitzen Raizy Guttman about the mitzvah of Challah making, the significance of breaking off a small piece to say the prayer, and how that piece is supposed to be burned. She explained that the flour symbolizes the earth and the water symbolizes the sky and how the physicality and spirituality combine. 
We learned how to braid the dough, and make flowers with the dough to create beautiful loaves of challah that we would enjoy at dinner. It was fun, and everyone participated making their own loaf design to be baked off.

 After the two sessions in the morning we had free time until we had to be back in the old city for a pre shabbat concert and Shabbat at the Kotel. By the early afternoon the shop keepers were closing early, going to the shuk – where there are 250 vendor selling fruits, vegetables, meats, cheeses, nuts, flowers and more. Everyone is getting ready for Shabbat and you can feel the excitment.

We had time for lunch, shopping, buying wine for dinner that night, and then getting ready for Shabbat. The dress code for that night was “Shabbat pretty”. It was nice to see everyone getting a little more “spruced up” for our special night at the Kotel.

“Shabbat is the sign of the Jewish People”