Many years ago I was sitting in Shule with my parents and my grandmother waiting for Kol Nidre to begin. My Gramma was sitting beside me with her arm over my shoulder and I was playing with the bracelet she always wore. It was one of those things that you may have done with your Grandmother, playing with their jewelry. To make a long story short, she took the bracelet off and gave it to me. She wanted to see me wearing it and happy while she could. I cherish this bracelet and I always wear it on Kol Nidre night.
We went to a new Shule this year, and for the first time had a new prayer book. Right before the Amidah (silent prayer) there is a passage that I wanted to share with you all as we are about to begin Yom Kippur.
Reflections
When we really begin a new year it is decided,
And when we actually repent it is determined.
Who shall be truly alive and who shall merely exist;
Who shall be happy and who shall be miserable.
Who shall attain fulfillment in his days
And who shall not attain fulfillment in his days;
Who shall be tormented by the fire of ambition
And who shall be overcome by the waters of failure;
Who shall be pierced by the sharp sword of envy
and who shall be torn by the wild beast of resentment;
Who shall hunger for companionship
And who shall thirst for approval;
Who shall be shattered by the earthquake of social change
And who shall be plagued by the pressure of conformity;
Who shall be strangled by insecurity
And who shall be stoned into submission;
Who shall be content with his lot
And who shall wander in search of satisfaction;
Who shall be serene and who shall be distraught;
Who shall be at ease and who shall be afflicted with anxiety;
Who shall be poor in his own eyes
And who shall be rich in tranquility;
Who shall be brought low with futility
And who shall be exalted through achievement.
But repentance, prayer and good deeds
have the power to change the character of our lives.
Let us resolve to repent, pray and to do good deeds
so that we may truly begin a new year.
G’mar Chatima Tova – wishing you an easy fast.
May we be inscribed in the book of life.
Amen.












